♬♪ My Kind of PERFECT ♬♪

I was thinking about ya

I drew a little picture

But some things you cant put on paper

Like it like shooting stars?

I write songs on guitar

Got more things to do than stare at a mirror

I know, I know, she’s gotta be out there, out there

I know I know she’s gotta be…

Maybe I’m wrong

Maybe I’m right

Maybe I just let you walk by

What can I say

Maybe I’ve known you all my life

Is she the one? Is it today?

Will I turn the corner

See my future in a beautiful face

Maybe.

She’s anything but typical

A sweet surprise

No matter what, she’s looking at the bright side

It’s gonna be worth it

Cause that’s what love is

I’ll keep searching for my kind of perfect

I know, I know, she’s gotta be out there, out there

I know, I know, she’s gotta be…

Maybe I’m wrong

Maybe I’m right

Maybe I just let you walk by

What can I say

Maybe I’ve known you all my life

Is she the one? 

Is it today?

Will I turn the corner

See my future in a beautiful face

Maybe.

They say give it time

Give it time, and it will fall in line

But I keep wondering how and when

And why I haven’t met you

But maybe I’m wrong

Maybe I’m right

Is she the one? Is it today?

Will I turn the corner

See my future in a beautiful face

Maybe

Maybe I’m wrong

Maybe I’m right

Maybe I just let you walk by

What can I say

Maybe I’ve known you all my life

Is she the one? 

Is it today?

Will I turn the corner

See my future in a beautiful face

Maybe

I’ll keep searching for my kind of perfect

♬♪ Difference In Me ♬♪

There’s something in the silence
I never used to feel
There’s something about knowing
That tells you this is real
When you’re close
all I know I don’t want to let you go

Hello happiness
Tell me where you’ve been
I missed the sound of your voice
missed the touch of your skin
It’s no secret I’m Not who I used to be
Anyone can see
You’re the difference in me
Oh the difference

I’m standing at your doorstep
Let me look into your eyes
We could strip away the secrets
Between you and me tonight

Won’t you say it’s OK
Let the world just fade away

Yeah the difference in me
The difference
When you’re close all I know I don’t want to let you go

Yeah the difference in me
Oh the difference
There’s something in the silence I never used to feel

♬♪ What Are Words ♬♪

Anywhere you are, I am near 
Anywhere you go, I'll be there 
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see 
How every single promise I keep 
Cuz what kind of guy would I be 
If I was to leave when you need me most 
What are words 
If you really don't mean them 
When you say them 
What are words 
If they're only for good times 
Then they don't 
When it's love 
Yeah, you say them out loud 
Those words, They never go away 
They live on, even when we're gone 
And I know an angel was sent just for me 
And I know I'm meant to be where I am 
And I'm gonna be 
Standing right beside her tonight 
And I'm gonna be by your side 

•\• 080411 •/•

2011 年的今天。。。
我崩溃了。。。
因为压力而崩溃了。。。


i tot 2day wil b a gd day but nt a great day .....
its wrong .... its a worst day .... !!!

•\• FIRST   •/•

in the morning ...
took a test which i hate sec. most  in college ...
LANGUAGE N COMMUNICATION SKILLS > <
I did nt noe hw 2 do ...so i simply did it .... n leave @ 11.30am

THN  ...

i went 2 pyramid for alone ....
alone .... walked here walked ther alone ....til 12pm >< !!
(bcz of havin the rehersal for presentation of design ltr )



Once i jz done my group presentation ...
REIS asked me tat izit i gt sumthing tat nid 2 pass up 2 him ----- my ASSGNs  ><
i said i hav 4gtten 2 bring it
( actually im nt 4gt .... i hvt fin it so i excused it wif 4gtten 2 bring it )  
thn ....
he said .... he said ....
he wil b givn me all 0% mark of it >< !!!
damn u !!!
+++ start EMO +++




around 3.40pm


all group hav done the presentation ...
he announced the MARKS ....

til the end .....
i adii knew tat i wil b the lower ><
20+ %

he said he gimme 1 mre chance til next    MONDAY 10am SHARP  !!!!
i suddenly STRESS >< .... 
beh tahan .... 
cz i hvt done my CGD poster design >< !!!! even hvt start yt !!!
somemore nid pass up his work b4 10am ... if nt no more MARKS to gt ....
             waliao ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


thn i went out .....
hit the wall
( i tot its wall but its wasnt ... its a papan >< ... shit lo ...dun care )
i went into toilet ... 
tryin 2 calm dwn myself 
n 
control my feelin .... ==== tears ><  actually 


after few min , came out frm toilet 
saw they all were packin up their stuff n bag .... 
n i saw REIS is ready 2 went out ...
i rushed in b4 HE away .... n took away my stuff .... quickly 
cz i dun wanna cry in front of THEM ...shame !!!




i quickly rushed 2 pyramid ....
while rushin ... i missed call B .... n sms him after a couple min i hav called him ....


whn i reached ther ....
B no REPLY !!!
HE nt ther !!!

i keep calling him ...sms+ing him ><
cz i nid a hug frm him RITE NW .....
cz i nid him RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME .... right nw ...immediately !!!!


i keep searchin him around ....
walked around the whole place tat u might b there appear ....
NO NO NO !!! nt ther .... nt here ... !!!
wher were u b ?!!!!!

im worryin ....
cz i sked theres sumthing wrong wif u
( the last msg u sent me : u said u feel faint ) 


i sked .... worried .... emo ...
searchin u like hell ....
worried bout u like stupid ....
cry like crazy nuts ....


suddenly a msg came ...
i tot it was u ...
NO ...
is S... !!

i suddenly wanted him 2 b here wif me ... i realy nid a shoulder ....
2 cry on ............................




!!!! FINALLY !!!!


U accepted my call !!!
i scold u like hell !!!
but 
4gt it ... dun care !!!
no nid ur acc ...
no nid ur sry ...
no nid ur wadever .....adi !!!
cz NO TIME adii !!!


算了 ....!!!!!


u sms me said tat ur teacher took ur hp away ...
i knew tat u r lyin ..... 
cz b4 in hp .... u said u kept hp in ur bag .... u din hear it ... 
but dun care le ..... suan le ...... 


i dun wan talk adii ....
dun wan accept ur calls ....wadever adii ....


let u feel wad i feel whn like i did for u 


its really annoyin !!! 
make me mre hate !!!


so i kip makin myself  2 sleep
sleep
sleep
sleep

emo
emo
emo

i dun wanna 2 talk wif u 

in hp 

in skype 

in msn

in fb 

cz

i sked cnt handle myself 

cnt handle my feelin anymre 

wanna hug u once ur face appear in front of me ....

srry

srry 

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SUB  Beauty

international school of beauty n make up 

MAKE UP COURSE 

- near TIME SQUARE 

  -opposite 1 of my class block  

TOA

communication n design college

MULTIMEDIA COURSE 

- near SUNWAY LAGOON 

which shud i gonna in n decide ?????

being feel stress in TOA ....

a lot of assgns  2 do .... 

>< 

headache n stress >< 

can die adii >< 

......tata ....