。。。。心很疼。。。。091023 。。。

no matter hw hurt is it .... i stil cant get bck wad i want
my love
my life
n anything tat i duno actually wad i want

i feel so tired .....
O GOD ! when can i stop tis suffers ??? when does it end ????
I DUN1 THESE !!!!! I DUN1 !!!! REALLY DUN1 !!!!! I HATE IT !!!!

he treats me bad ..... ya i noe ... it is hurt ... but wad can i do 4 ????
onli in tat way i can do 4 .........
YES !! IT IS REALI HURT 4 N 2 ME !!!!
i though i wil hate him sumday ... but actually NOT .....
i cant hate him at all ...!!! i jz feel hurt !!!!! HURT is making me d'frent 4 whole character ...... Til die, i stil duno wads goin on .... Y HE HATES ME ? Y DID HE BRAKE PROMISES TAT HE HAS PROMISED ??? WAD ACTUALLY MADE HIM 2 HATE ME ????? HE JZ NO WORDS AT ALL , KEEP REFUSING MY QUESTIONS ...... Y n WAD DOES MAKE HIM AVOIDING ME ??????



SRRY my dear frenz n my family ......i realy cant stay in tis such world anymore .....
i feel so tired n feel so lonely .......

i knew there's more ppl who r more kesian than me , but ....i ....realy duno where n wad is my real rite way 2 go ........... besides sorry , still SORRY

忧郁症， 它真的找上我了么？？